Wednesday, June 20, 2012

(T)-issues

Ever wondered how a tissue paper feels?
Crushed in your hands and squished at your heels
Does it ever sit in the bin looking at the sun?
Taking a smoke thinking “what have I done?”
And the very rain it wipes would soon enough
Through it's feathery self seep is that a bluff?
it will end as pulp after cleaning the mess and stuff
Does it look at its crippled edges and sigh
To the memory of its crisp days gone by?
Really, did it think it was made to be
The ladies pocket companion, sitting pretty
In a corner of, a buckled leather handbag?
To accompany lipstick while she took a drag?
Or in the conditioned air of a shiny car?
Parked besides the beach, doors ajar
Foolish tissue, didn't it know?
It is meant for use and throw?
To soak in tears and extra make up
And dust around her favorite coffee cup
So she is wiped clean by dear tissue thin
And is crushed in a ball and tossed in the bin
Now dear dear tissue don’t you cry
For you got nothing to wipe yourself dry

Monday, May 14, 2012

Slogging (sleep + blogging)

A lazy morning this, and though it is 5 in the proverbial evening, I call it morning because I just woke up like two hours ago. Thanks to the friend who always remembers I have an exam tomorrow and knows me enough to predict that unless he doesn't call me a few dozen of times before calling my flat mate who would eventually wake me up, this lazy body of mine will continue
claiming its beauty sleep.
Now I just wonder where this lack of motivation comes from, because I am not the cliched 'living-in-my-boxers-body-odor-loving' super woman of the 21st century who can be as un-shaved and couch glued as most of the men out there. No sir, I am or rather used to be the one who'd get up, shower, workout, shower, have breakfast...basically the girl who is so clean and organized it stinks.
But now as I finally look into the mirror I was earlier staring at, I see messy hair, kohl-less bland eyes, eyebrows that need serious threading (lets not talk about the upper lips and stuff like that), feet that would make a cave man's look pedicured, legs clad in the same blue super man boxers since the stone age I think, A body that's shaped like Amoeba under the garfield and odie vest.
And so I know that exams have arrived, which means, less soap, more deodorant. Less milk,more cola. Less sprouts and cereal, more potato chips and cigarettes. Less sleep, more gossip. And of course, less books and more blogging.


Wish me Luck! :)
maybe that woks

Monday, January 23, 2012

I sin I pray

i touch one I'm not betrothed to
i savor the unrightful kisses
i melt in the touch of wrong
i taste the liquor of betrayal
i let roving hands scratch it
i let hungry eyes wander on
this body of mine so called divine
i let it be smeared with white unpure
i howl and taste them bitter sweet
i feast on banned desires too
i wait for dark to open its eyes
i search for gullies mercifully hidden
i gulp the scents of flesh to flesh
i breathe unholy chants to ears
and then..
i sin i pray
i sin i pray
i sin...i prey

Monday, December 5, 2011

Your daughter of nineteen

Soon I will leave,
soon the arrangement
will be done
soon I will be told
the search has begun
i am quiet a something
i write and dance and sing
in your eyes though I'm seen
just a daughter of nineteen
your son bothers you not
in the colors of his skin
but i bother you much
your daughter of nineteen
and so you make your plans
and provide in every way
pedicures, jewels and henna
with silks in colors gay
know you not this determines me
to use this half a decade
to make me a son on the terms
suited to the world's fancy facade
thought i we were different
thought i, i had my share too
your wisdom, knowledge i doubt not
i know he shall surely be
"one hell of a guy" as they say
my torment is that you see
not having the choice of my way
not the choice of who he shall be
but the choice of him to be
...or not to be


Thursday, November 24, 2011

Jaao...

Imli mei ghuli hai taron ki saazish
aaj na aankhein moondne denge
elaichi si mehekti hai ye koshish
aaj na neend goondne denge
uff... kamar pe baitho chup se
ho bass pallu bhulo matt
zaraa baal bhi baandhun ruk ke
kaan vaan pe chhuo matt
hasna manaa hai tumhara
yun baarish ki aavaz mei
phir dikh na jaana dobaara
mausam ke andaaz mei